Got this letter

letter

we got this letter from a guy that Justin baptized while on his mission in tampa florida. it made us smile

September 16, 2007

Dear Huggins Family,

You do not know me so I will tell you a little about me! My name is Michael Gordon Locke. I’m 23 years old. I’m married to Lacey Ann Bell. We have a 2½ year old little girl, and a little boy on the way. He’s due October 4Th. His name will be Mason Stephen Locke. My daughter’s name is Mikaela Ann Locke. I am a finish trim carpenter. I joined the Church April 10Th 2005. Since then, I have had my ups-and-downs with going to church because it was such a dramatic life change. I guess I just had to work more and more on my testimony. Since the beginning of this year, I have been to church with full force. On July 29, 2007, I was ordained an ELDER. About one month ago, I was set apart as 2nd counselor of the Elders Quorum of about a 500 member ward. On September 8th 2007, I received my endowments along with my wife, and we were SEALED for all time and eternity to each other and to our little girl. Now our son will be born under the Covenant.
I have baptized one of my best friends, and soon or in about one week, I’m going to baptize my neighbors. In a few months, my mom probably and a couple of my brothers and sisters, and hopefully more friends, I will also be baptizing. I have probably given over 40 Books of Mormon away. This Gospel has blessed my life so much and all the people I interact with. People I grew up with or knew me before I joined the Church can’t believe their eyes and ears.
On April 10th 2005 I was baptized by Elder Justin Huggins; who was and is a MAN OF GOD! Who held the proper authority and taught me what true authority was. I still to this day have not met a missionary who was as humble and knowledgeable as he was. He taught me how to kneel and pray. I remember he would take off his shoes and ask if we could kneel.
When I heard of his calling to the other side, I was so heartbroken that I wouldn’t get to see him again on the earth. But I know God needed a really good missionary on the other side to teach in the spirit world. Don’t be surprised if he’s one of the 144,000.
I remember he got transferred right before I was to be baptized. He got to come back to perform the sacred ordinance. I remember as he pulled me from the water, the spirit that I felt and we hugged and embraced and there were tears of great joy streaming down our faces. I thank God for Elder Huggins and Elder Gossling. I thank God for people like you for raising children to be lovers of God, and to carry out his will on earth.
Thank you so much! I will carry on the work your son passed on to Me. I hope all is well in your lives.
Love,

Michael, Lacey,

just needed to talk to you

I was listening to your tapes you sent me on your mission. I almost made myself believe that you were still on you mission. Then I got sad that you are not. I wish i could put them on here so the other people can listen to them to. Justin, I need you here so i can feel your spirit. Trent needs you also. You were and are his hero. It's weird how your life is in stages with grief, first you are in shock then denial ( i was in this one for a long time) I think i am in the mad stage. Not mad at any one. just mad you are not here, mad i can't hold you , mad at myself when i look at your picture and think how did this ever happened. I get so tired of pretending it don't hurt no more, but i can be truthful with you. You will not judge me on how i grieve right, If Heavenly Father could spare you a few minute , i would love for you to come to me in a dream so i could talk with ya just for a min. I love you Go Giv'em Heaven love you mom

just a thought

I don't know what my deal is Justin. If is was the memorial at the college or gracie getting baptized. And you not being here. It is like another mile stone and a memory you wont be a part of. Maybe it is the smell of spring, Or maybe it is me just wanting to put my arm around you and you to tell me to save it. Maybe it is because i am sick. When i get sick i don't do much and i have to much time on my hands. All I think about is the what if's. If i could put time in a bottle i would put the time, you came home from your mission and everyone was asleep, I walked in your room and kissed you goodnight And all my kids where tucked in there beds. That was the best sleep this old mom had. I miss you Justin, every says oh you must being doing so good you always are smiling and act like it doesnt bother you. As you know i put on my mask when i go out in public cuz no one wants to be around a baby all the time. Right? I know when i am sad you can't get your work done, I am sorry. But justin when i see you again I am going to hug you so tight and then spank your bottom for not asking you mom if you could go this far.
I love you
go give'em heaven
mom

Journal 12

Justin nov 21,2005
A memory I had today, was when you just got home from your mission, Gracie was saying the family pray. She said" Heavenly Father please, please, don't let Justin go back to Tampa. Now she and Matti pray, that Jesus is nice to you and you are nice to Jesus. :) And Matti asked Heavenly Father if he could fix you so you could come home.:(
Go give'em Heaven
love and miss you bud
mom

Justin Clark Huggins

When Justin Was little he always wrote his name on anything. Even as he got old he did this. He said
"mom one day this will be worth something." Little did he know that it would mean the world to me. His name is on his wall to.

I miss him and his crooked hat.

 

My Justin Sent me this video from his mission. I guess it is very rare, you are alone on your mission, so he thought it was cool.

From Justin's tampa mission

From Justin's tampa mission

I Stole this picture off of sheldons facebook. It just made me smile. It is so you.

I thought i would share some of the comments people wrote when you died. I know you can't read them.

We are so sad at the loss of your son. We know that he will be continuing his mission on the other side and pray for your comfort until that day you will again be with him. May God grant you peace and comfort. Our prayers are with you at this very sad time.
Mark & Kim Anderson
Sep 29, 2005
tremonton, UT

My deepest sympathies to your family at this very, very sad time. I cannot begin to imagine what you are feeling, but I know it must be the worst feeling one has to endure. Your young son just recently home from his mission and now onto another mission and you just can't understand the reason why. I pray that God will bless you with comfort, peace and understanding.
I work at Utah State part of the College of Ag and we are just heartbroken to lose these special young men. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Pam Zetterquist
Sep 29, 2005
North Logan, UT

Clark, AnnMarie,and Family

Thank You for sharing your wonderful Son with us. It has been a such a privelage to have Justin in Our Home, Camping with us, or just "Hanging out" with Melanie and their friends. He brought alot of love and laughter to our house or whenever he was with us. As the Girls made the scrapbook for you last night, Their was laughter, tears, and remember whens... Justin has blessed so many lifes and we have been so blessed to have had him in ours. We will miss your son alot, he was a special kid, and he will have a place in our hearts forever. Thank you for sharing him with us. We will always love him.
Norm And Julie Scothern
Sep 29, 2005
Tremonton, UT

I am so sorry to hear about Justin. I became very close to him while he served in the Tampa singles branch. He ate at me house every Monday night and we certainly had a lot of fun. Right after he got transfered from my ward I left for my mission to Salt Lake City Temple Square. About 3 weeks after he had come home from his mission I was able to see him. I was actually in a wheelchair at that time and he pushed me up the hill to my apartment which happened to be where his truck was parked. I had seen many pictures of the truck. We talked about it all the time when he was serving. I was actually sent home from my mission a week after that and he was the only one that I was able to see for the entire 6 weeks that I was sick. Many people came to visit but I am so thankful that he was the one I saw. He was a great guy and a good friend. I will always remember him. I know that I will once again be able to eat dinner with him and so will you. Stay strong and remember that you're not alone!
Cortney Brown
Sep 29, 2005
St. Cloud, FL

I'm so sorry for the loss of your son. I can't imagine how difficult this is for you to go through. My prayers are with your family.
Kay Anderson
Sep 29, 2005
Bear River City, UT

Justin was a very nice guy to all who knew him. he was always good natured and loved to be around people. he will be greatly missed by all who knew him. your in my thoughts and prayers. god bless
Ashley Robbins
Sep 28, 2005
Tremonton, UT

Justin was a very nice guy to all who knew him. my friend brittany udy loved hanging out with him and told me how much fun he was. he will be greatly missed. i am so sorry about the tragic accident.
Ashley Robbins
Sep 28, 2005
Tremonton, UT

Dear Huggins family and loved ones:

(I am Kristy Malone's father-in California). I remember often hearing Kristy tell of the great times she and Justin had--I think I might have talked with him a few times on the phone, while calling Kristy--there was a time he was always close by.

My heart goes out to you at this time, and you will be in my thoughts and prayers, as will Justin.

By all accounts, he was a wonderful young man who touched everyone he dealt with in a positive way.

Thank you for the wonderful years your son shared in friendship with Kristy. I know she is a better person for having known and grown up with Justin.

God Bless You.
John Malone
Sep 28, 2005
Cypress, CA

Dear Ann Marie and Clark and family,
It is with a heavy heart that I write. Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. I didn't know Justin well, but he stood out as an especially good, talented and upstanding young man. We are praying that the Lord will be with you now and always.
Lee and Robyn Pearson
Sep 28, 2005
Bear River, UT

Justin was such a good friend and will be genuinely missed. He was so fun and full of life, kind and happy. I pray for comfort to be upon all his family and loved ones.
Unanimous
Sep 28, 2005
Ogden, UT

Dear Huggins Family,
I am so terribly sorry for the loss of your wonderful son. Justin was a truly remarkable person who had a gift for genuine kindness and sincere caring. I feel blessed to have been able to know him, as does everyone who had that opportunity. He will always be remembered in the hearts of the many who knew and loved him. My prayers are with you, may the Lord bless you and comfort all of you.
Kristy Malone
Sep 28, 2005
Provo, UT

We too know the tragic and helpless feeling of burying a child. The Lord must have had a plan for a group of young men to better serve him on the other side. Please accept our sincere condolences at this very difficult time in your life and Please try to remember HOW HE LIVED rather than, how he died. We are acquainted with his grandparents who we know are very saddened with this tremendous loss.
May the Lord bless you and your family with peace and consolation.
Sincerely, The Lewis s'
E. Darrell & Wanda Lewis
Sep 28, 2005
Tremonton,, UT

Dear Huggins Family,
I served in the Tampa Mission with Justin. I was his district leader when he was in Apollo Beach and we went on exchanges often. I was sad to hear the news of his passing. I'm glad, however, that I had the opportunity to know him. I have so many fond memories of those days and still think of him every time I use whole milk instead of non-fat or low-fat. I've never met somebody who loved milk that much. He taught me a lot about the creamy goodness of whole milk. Justin was a great example to me and countless others; I'm sure that he is continuing about his Father's work on the other side.
Eric Durham
Sep 28, 2005
Upland, CA

WE WILL ALL LOVE AND MISS JUSTIN. WE HAVE SO MANY MEMORIES, SO MANY STORIES.WE WERE SO CLOSE GROWING UP. WE SHARED SO MANY FIRSTS TOGETHER, FIRST CHRISTMAS, HALLOWEEN, BIRTHDAYS, DATES. WE HAD SO MANY OVERNIGHTERS TELLING GHOST STORIES, AND PLAYING HIDEN SEEK IN THE DARK. BUT I KNOW WHEN IT IS MY TIME I WILL FEEL THE WHOLE IN MY HEART CLOSE. LOVE ALWAYS KATIE.
KATIE HUGGINS THORNLEY
Sep 28, 2005
TREMONTON, UT

Dear Huggins Family,
I was deeply saddened at the news of your son's death. My son, Curtis, served as a companion with your son in the Florida Tampa Mission. He wrote home many times telling us what a great missionary your son was and how he enjoyed working with him. You are in our thoughts and prayers at this time. May the Lord be with you,
Love Diane Halbasch
Diane Halbasch
Sep 28, 2005
Layton, UT

Dear Huggins Family,

We are saddened by the passing of Justin. Although we only had him for a year, he made a lasting impression. We mourn his passing, but with you celebrate his life.

Your Friends at College of Eastern Utah,

Brad King, Vice President of Student Services
Brad King
Sep 28, 2005
Price, UT

Elder Huggins was my MTC companion, I thing I remember most about Justin was his fervent testimony and his love for the work. I remember one occasion in the MTC where he was able to help me when I was feeling down by taking me to the temple, I will never forget him.
Brian Phillippi
Sep 28, 2005
Vacaville, CA

Dear AnnMarie and Clark,
Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I can only imagine your sorrow. But we know that Justin is with our Lord and Savior now, so he is safe and sound. May the Lord bless you and keep you all the days of your lives.
With much love.
Deb Werthmann (Rocky's sister)
Deb Werthmann
Sep 28, 2005
North Ogden, UT

AnnMarie & family,
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. My heart aches for you and your family. I loved Justin and will greatly miss his outgoing personality and his unforgetable smile. If you need anything please don't hesitate to call.435-730-2264
Kiesha (atkin) Harper
Sep 28, 2005
Corinne, UT

DEAR HUGGINS FAMILIES,
PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. JUSTIN AND HIS CLASSMATES WERE VERY SPECIAL YOUNG MEN, WITH A GREAT FUTURE AHEAD OF THEM. MAY HEAVENLY FATHER BLESS AND COMFORT YOU AND HELP YOU THROUGH THIS CHALLENGING TIME.
LOVE,
HARRY AND RHONDA GEPHART
HARRY W. GEPHART
Sep 28, 2005
TREMONTON, UT

Joe Dale,My thoughts and prayers are with your family at this time of great loss. God has a higher purpose for Justin, a calling we can not fully understand at his time. May you find peace in your heart and mind to overcome the sorrow of this tradgedy.
God Be With You
Scott D. Ainscough & Family
Scott Ainscough
Sep 28, 2005
Salt Lake City, UT

We are so sorry for your loss. I know right now there are no words for what you're feeling, and imagining your life without your dear son seems impossible.

My son Ryan was killed last summer when a baseball hit him in the neck. I do know what a comfort it is to know that he is ours forever. We will see him again, and we will live with him for all eternity. We also truly believe that our boys are in a better place, and that they have been taken simply because they were too good for this earth.

Please know our prayers are with you, and that time will ease the pain a bit. Also know that you will have times when you feel Justin by your side, and you will know that he is there to help you in your time of grief, and this will bring you comfort.

With Much Love,

Glade and Becky Nielsen and Family
Becky Nielsen
Sep 28, 2005
West Jordan, UT

I don't know your family but, I am a student at USU. I am so sorry to hear about your loss. The whole USU community has your family in their thoughts and prayers.

May the Lord be with you.
Joni Hockett
Sep 28, 2005
Logan, UT

To the family of Justin Huggins,
I do not know your family but wanted to express my sympathy for the loss of your son. I hope you can take some comfort in knowing that others care and pray for you. May God bless you and help to heal your broken hearts.
Janet Shurtleff
Janet Shurtleff
Sep 28, 2005
Ogden, UT

Dear LaNette and family,
I'm so sorry about Justin. As a teacher at USU, Ag students are among my favorites because of their directness, honesty, and sensible attitudes.
The entire college community mourns with you, prays for you, and celebrates a young life well-lived.
Annette Macfarlane
Annette Macfarlane
Sep 28, 2005
Collinston, UT

Clark,

I am so sorry to hear about your son. I pray that you will be comforted and be able to receive the strength you need to cope with this great loss. I know that we can have joy from the knowledge we have of being reunited with loved ones but it is still hard to cope with right now. If there is anything I can do to help please call on me.

Sincerely,

Ron Taylor
Ronald J. Taylor
Sep 28, 2005
Deweville, UT

I just wanted to drop you a note and tell you how sorry I am. It is a shame to loose such a wonderful boy at such a young age. Please know that I pray for you and your family everyday and I just wanted you to know how special I think you are. I will try to come to the funeral. Just know we all love you and your family and we will continue to pray for you.

Love,
Judy Nelson
JUDY NELSON
Sep 28, 2005
Brigham City, UT

I am very sorry for the loss of your son, brother and loved one. What happened was a terrible tragedy. I pray that the Lord will comfort and sustain you and give you peace knowing you will see him again. I will keep you in my prayers.
Lianna Black
Sep 28, 2005
West Valley City, UT

CLARK,ANNMARIE & CHILDREN,
I AM SO SORRY OF YOUR LOSS.I KNOW THAT YOUR FAITH & THE LOVE OF JUSTIN WILL CARRY YOU THROUGH THIS TRYING TIME. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS & THOUGHTS & PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU HAVE MANY CARING FRIENDS & FAMILIES THAT ARE THERE FOR YOU.LET HEAVENLY FATHER CARRY YOU THROUGH THIS & REMEMBER THAT "HE'S NOT GONE, HE IS JUST AWAY". I KNOW THAT DEATH IS HARD WHEN WE LOST JIMMY'S DAD I THOUGHT LIFE WAS OVER, BUT THEN I THOUGHT & KNEW ONLY THE CHOOSEN ONES GO, & THATS FOR SURE. MAY GOD BLESS YOU & KNOW YOUR LOVED. YOUR FRIEND ALWAYS; PATTY HIGLEY CARTER (JIMMY'S AUNT)
patty higley carter
Sep 28, 2005
brigham, UT

Dear Clark and Ann I am so very sorry for the loss of you son my heart is breaking for you both.If I can help you in any way please let me know.Allways your friend, Kevin.
Kevin J. Udy
Sep 28, 2005
South Weber, UT

To the Huggins family,

I am terribly sorry for the loss of your son, brother, and friend. He was a very nice man and was always fun to be around. We took Spanish together in school and I went to a few of his ball games. He was always good natured. He will be missed, but one day we'll see him again. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless.

Jessica Williams
Jessica Williams
Sep 27, 2005
Deweyville, UT

Oh Justin i miss you something awful.
love you
peace out and go give them heaven
mom
May 21, 2007
bear river, UT

Just thinking of you Justin. I came across a bunch of pictures from high school yesturday and all your mission letters. It really made me miss you and your friendship.

Peace out!
Love ya!
Lacey
Lacey Welling
Jan 8, 2007
Huntington Beach, CA

JUSTIN
MERRY CHRISTMAS
WE LOVE AND MISS YOU. GO GIVE THEM HEAVEN
DAD,MOM,TRENT,MATTI AND GRACIE.
mom
Dec 24, 2006
bear river, UT

justin,
happy 22nd birthday. we love and miss you tons. go give em heaven.
love you
dad,mom,trenton,matti and gracie
mom
Jun 6, 2006
bear river, UT

Elder Huggins served in the Tampa Ward while I was investigating the church. He never taught me personally, but I remember seeing him all the time, and always smiling. I just found out about his passing and wanted to let you know how sorry I am for your loss. I was baptized a few months after he left and I'm glad for the knowledge and testimony I have that he is in a better place. Veronica Bradford
Veronica
Apr 20, 2006
Tampa, FL

WE MISS YOU. GO GIVE THEM HEAVEN. LOVE YOU TON'S
DAD AND MOM, TRENTON, MATTI AND GRACIE
annmarie
Apr 6, 2006
bear river, UT

Elder Huggins was one of my favorite Elders! He served in my single's ward for several months. I remember always seing his smiling face, and knowing that he had a great love for our Father in heaven and his gospel. I'm greatful that i had the chance to get to know him and will always remember him for the great work he did on his mission. I know that our Father in heaven is very proud of him and so is his family.
Dee Sheppard
Oct 13, 2005
plant city, FL

To Justin Huggins' family,
I lived underneath Justin this year at Bridgerland. I wanted to tell you about something he told me-- because it has helped me. About a week before the accident, Justin came in (in his baseball uniform, swinging his bat) and we were talking. I don't remember how we got on the subject, but I remember he told us that he wasn't afraid to die, because the Lord knew when he needed him. Whether he was taken in a car accident, by heart attack or just old age-- it didn't matter, the Lord knew what He was doing.
I've found a lot of comfort knowing that "If ye are prepared, ye shall not fear," and that Justin wasn't afraid to die. I know he was prepared. He's a great guy, and I'm so glad I had a chance to know him.
Jenny Pearson
Oct 11, 2005
Logan, UT

Dear AnnMarie & Family

My deepest sympathies to your family at this very, very sad time. I lost my husband years ago in a tragic accident, but losing a child, I cannot related to the pain you are going through. Your young son just recently returned home from his mission and now has been called back to fulfill another mission and you just can't understand the reason why. I pray that God will bless you and your family with comfort. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Sandra Arellano Hansen
Oct 10, 2005
Logan, UT

Justin was my trainer on my mission. He is a good friend that truly helped me learn how to serve the lord with all my heart, might, mind and stranth. When he was around you knew that you would both have a good time and be uplifted. You also knew that your milk was not safe. I know that he is doing what he does best in the spirit world and that is to teach the gospel. He will never be forgoten and it will be good to see him one day.
Adam Mariner
Oct 10, 2005
surprise, AZ

My husband and I extend our deepest sympathy to the entire family of Elder Huggins. We were fortunate enough to have him in our home during his mission and he was a wonderful young man. We share your grief and pray that the Lord will comfort you in the days to come.
Sue Kennedy
Oct 7, 2005
St Petersburg, FL

So sorry to hear of this disaster.God be with you at this time. Parents of Donna P. Huffman
Harold, Kaye Perrou
Oct 7, 2005
Valdese, NC

Ann Marie and Clark,

I am at a loss for words. I'm sorry just doesn't see to be enough. I had no idea until today. I want you to know you will be in my thoughts and prayers. My heart aches for you both.
Donna Huffman
Oct 6, 2005
Hickory, NC

Clark,
I am so sorry for your loss. Please call me or email if you need anything at all. Even just to talk. I still have a hard time with Cortney being gone. My phone is 435-730-0659.
Take care,
Ann
Ann Galbraith
Oct 4, 2005
Brigham City, UT

Dear Huggins Family:

We are saddened to hear of your loss, and remember Elder Huggins fondly.

Elder Huggins is a good missionary and he was always so helpful when it came to those "service hours" during the week. He and Elder Halbasch helped my husband dig out a leaking plumbing pipe one hot day.

Please know that our hearts are full, wanting to be able to help you at this tender time.

Much love to your sweet family,

Bill and Wanda Chambers and Children
Chambers Family
Oct 1, 2005
Ruskin, FL

May the Lord be with all of you at this time of sorrow and loss. Words can not convey my sincere wishes of comfort to the Huggins family.
Got bless and keep you.

Robert Andrews
Robert Andrews
Sep 30, 2005
Tooele, UT

I had Justin in my Book of Mormon institute class at Price Utah. He was a fine young man and leader among his peers. I used him as my class president. I am sorry to hear of his passing. The leadership and spirituality he desplayed in class will bless him throughout eternity. The Lord certainly knows your sorrows and will comfort you at this time. May I express my love. Sincerely, Vernon E. Moon
Vernon Moon
Sep 30, 2005
Las Vegas, NV

I do not know your family, but when I heard of this tragic loss, I cried. I know all to well the pain that your family is going through at this time. I lost my 16 year old brother to a car accident also. It is now coming upon 1 year in November. If I can give your family any advice to help you get through these hard times, I would just tell you that when times get hard just tell yourself that you have to get up and accomplish something for Justin. This advice was given to my family and I know with out a doubt that it had helped our family. My our Heavenly Father's choices blessing be with your family at this difficult time. We all must find comfort in knowing that the day we all can reunite will be a joyous day in Heaven. My thoughts and Prayers are with your family at this time.
Morgan Eliason
Sep 30, 2005
St.George, UT

I think one of my closest memories of Justin is those of him writing back and forth while he was on his mission. His words of comfort and expressing his love for Heavenly Father helped me through a lot while being away from home, I know that he is continuing on that mission for our Heavenly Father and that was one of the things he was best at. Miss you tons Justin!
Lacey Welling
Sep 30, 2005
Huntington Beach, CA

To the Huggins family
We are so sorry for your loss. May god bless your family and keep you strong at this time of need. With Love Pete & Jenny Olson
Pete & Jenny Olson
Sep 30, 2005
Bear River City, UT

We at the Price Institute of Religion wish to share our condolences with you; Justin's family and friends. We loved Justin here at CEU. He shared his joy of life with all whether it was building a campfire on the front lawn of his apartment or playing baseball. We will miss him. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Steve Clark
Stake President, Price College Stake
Steve Clark
Sep 29, 2005
Price, UT

We are truly sorry for your loss. We pray for all of Justin's family and friends to be blessed with peace and comfort in the knowledge that you will see Justin again. Though we didn't know Justin personally we feel the loss and grieve with you. Please know that many care and mourn with you.
Judy and Morris Wright
Sep 29, 2005
No. Ogden, UT

To the family

I don't know you, but I know your pain. My son Joey Phillips 19 died in a simular accident last Aug. I pray you find your peace, and know others are thinking about you, and pray for you.
Tonja Galentine
Sep 29, 2005
Escalon, CA

We are so sorry to hear of Justin's untimely passing. You can be proud that you raised such an honorable son and that he has left you with many priceless memories. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Lynn & Susan Reeder
Sep 29, 2005
Wellsville, UT

Dear Huggins Family,

We wish to express the love and condolences of those who have been a part of the Bear River Missionaries Newsletter.

We loved to read about the faithful service of your son. His testimony of the gospel was evident in the way he served. We loved the updates and pictures that we received about his mission. We are grateful for the example that he shared with many others.

We send our heartfelt love and prayers as you deal with your loss. His testimony and love of the Savior will continue to bless many others -
BR Missionaries
Sep 29, 2005
Tremonton, UT

Just wondering

Justin,
I was just thinking about how excited you would be to meet your little niece or nephew. How you would tease Trent about being a dad. I guess these thoughts are normal. The day we buried you this song came on the radio, who'd you be today. I thought to myself I know who you would be. But time has gone by i wonder what you would be today, and if you would be married and have a baby of your own. I also wonder if any of your friends think of you, or if anyone thinks of you like i do. you are the first thing i think of and the last when i go to bed. Every morning I go in your room (yes it is the same) open your blinds and say good morning just hope your day is wonderful, but you don't ever answer back (haha) I am going to stop feeling sorry for the people that didn't know you. I am proud to be your mommy. I sure hope you are proud of me.
love you
go give them heaven
mom

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Justin Nov 10, 2005
Ya know i think this really stinks that you died before me. I really wish you were here to talk to me. It seems a lot harder now then it was when it first happened. I want you home with me. I know that is so selfish of me . cause I know you are so busy with work on the other side. You probably don't even have time to miss us. I pray so hard that you will come to me in a dream, so you can tell me you are OK and there are no worries Please help Trent to find peace in heart. I worry so much about him. He is so sad. So are we but it is so hard to watch your children hurt. will kiddo I am going to go to bed. please b with us. go give them heaven.
love you tons
mom

Just a thought

When we were at the hospital with Justin, I was so worried about his stuff he didn't have on. Like his shoes, socks, his ctr ring and his eastern hat and his cell phone . I know it is strange for me to be thinking of these things. But the hat was a favorite hat and his ring he always wore. I knew he would be bothered that he didn't have them when he was better. So i kept asking about them. Greg Madson called and asked if we needed anything, I ask him to find his clothes. So when he go to the hospital he handed me this sac i walked away and knelt down and slowly opened it. My heart was sinking there was his pants they cut off him his work shoes and his socks. I picked up his pants and smelled them, his wallet fell out of his pocket and some change. I smelled everything, in his wallet i looked in it and there was no money, I remember thinking was he hungry when the accident happened. Just some weird thoughts that went through my mind at the time.

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Justin Nov 7, 2005

Wow, Wow, Wow what a great day for a Monday. The memorial service was today at the college. When we got there i was very emotional we sat down at our table, and Elder L. Tom Perry came and sat with us and had lunch. All i could think of was how you would love this. He made Trent feel so good, he kept calling him by his name and looking in his eyes. It was so nice. We met all the families that were involved in the accident. It was nice to talk to someone that knows exactly how you feel. I wished so much you could be there. I guess if you were here we wouldn't have to have went right??? miss you something awful.

go give them heaven

peace out

love you tons

mom

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Justin Nov 6, 05

Dad and I went to visit Robbi Peterson tonight. He is one of the survivors in the wreck. He told you were sitting right next to him in the very back on the right side. He also remembers that you were talking on the phone just a few minutes before the accident, You were talking to your dad, about some old tractor you were fixing over at the college. I am so grateful you hung up before the crash, i think it was like 2 minutes after. That would of been sad for your dad to hear. Robbi also told us you had your seat belt on. I had no doubt about that. well they are having a memorial over at the college, the Mormon tabernacle choir is going to sing and Elder L. Tom perry is speaking. I hope you get to watch, and see how you are loved.

peace out

go give them heaven

love you mom

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justin oct 22,2005
today was a very bad day. I missed you so much, and poor matti cries and cries. It is the kinds that she whimpers. Oh please just help her deal with this, and your dad I have only seen him this sad one other time, it is when grandma feilila died. If ya have time please help him to
go give them heaven
love you
mom