Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Justin And Katie





Justin and Katie were best friends and cousins, I was thinking today how she always wanted to sit on his lap and say just hold me just i want you to hold me, He would push her off and say you wish. He would tease her until she would almost cry. I wish I could find the picture of katie in his ball uniform and pretending she was batting. But for katies sake i wont tell about the eternal bad hair cut. Which i still smile about. If anyone reads these posts please leave a memory or a comment.

love you
go give'em heaven
mom

Friday, April 24, 2009

my mind

Goes crazy sometimes with the what if''s and I should haves . I was telling Clark last night. I wish I would of had the doctors unhook all the stuff off of Justin, and have them all leave the room when we first got to the hospital and just climb in his bed, and hold him and talk with him until he passed away so i could of been there with him, so he was not with strangers, when he died.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Not a good Idea

I was cleaning out my closet i ran across Justin funeral book, I thought i would just sit and look. was not a good idea, he was laying in the casket and with his orange lips, I wanted to wash them off. needless to say i cried myself to sleep last night.
love you
go give'em heaven
mom

Thursday, April 16, 2009

A Memory


I remember when you was 3, We were going to the store I was giving you the pep talk about how to behave at the store it went something like this.
me: you will be have in the store and i mean it, you will not run around or be loud cuz if you start to run around we will be getting in the cart. you looked at me so serious
Justin: Well who will push us.
You and your witty sayings I miss you
go give'em heaven
love you mom

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Justin's Retirement of his # 17 jersey

This video was done when Justin's number was retired . Don't mind the dumb girl in the video at the end which is me.. If you read my blog please feel free to leave a comment because I love them.As long as they are nice.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Hey My Justin


A ball player passed away today, He was only 22, I am so sure you were excited, to get a hold of him and teach him the Gospel, and talk ball's and strikes. Oh how I miss you.
Love you bud
go give'em heaven
mom

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Justin on his mission

If ya listen carefully you can her him kinda get mad at his companion, about getting it on his pants. Also at the end he walks away fast cause he wants no more of it. funny

Friday, April 3, 2009

Journal 13


Justin Dec 9, 2005
I just have a few questions for you.
* Where is you wheat tie pin?
* Who are the boys on your Picture cd's?

we also put up christmas I was going to take a pic and send it to you on your mission. But I guess you are not there:(

A few other things that happened>

* Missionary died in Argentina.
* One of the Lewis boys is getting married.
* Ordered your headstone :(
*Bad night over in Logan. (U.S.U)
*got my feelings hurt real bad.. (I wont name names cause I am sure you know who.) One of the widow's mom said that her daughter lost a provider and we just lost a expense. I just looked over at your dad and I could see the color, drain from his face. I just got up and left. It was the worst thing anyone has ever said to me................

P.S. You were never a expense, You were (are) our cowboy Justin.

go give'm heaven
till we meet again
love you mom